Saturday, October 22, 2005
i posted this is freez blog.
guys...
its mah first post in here. was really shocked to find out somethings just now. feel really upset and i have no idea what to write in here also.
all i know was this afternoon,i was so happy knowing i was coming back and was shopping today for little gifts for all of you. and then i found out some things and i still totally confused now. what sld i do?what am i going to explain when i see u guys when i don't even know what happen.
i swear i thought all of u were doing fine and good. little did i know that so many things had happened, and worse i am a major part of it even when i am away. this is really demoralising.
there's nothing i can do now but wait till i come back. will be back on the 24th but i will spend the first few days at home first.
ok. take care and hope things will not get any more complicated as it is already is. i love vesper and free-z from the bottom of my heart whether u guys believe it or not. otherwise i will not be as upset as i am now.
ice