Monday, May 30, 2005
hm.... how do i wana start it off??...juz wondering is it a mistake for me to hold a position as a captian? i really don't know..i'm really scared that if i screw up the club crawl performance i'm afraid that vesper club will be closed down... really don't want that to happened... althought i always said it that i wanted it to closed down i really really(x100000) DON'T MEAN IT...but i really try my best to get things done. it may not be impressive that we do a single base extension with 4 bases but better than something that we do and fall rite??..
i dunno why i have so much stress now... i'm stressed abt the club crawl thingy..the bond between us and how to keep the club moving..and alot of personal stuffs... i may not have time to go out with u guys but in my heart i really wanted to.
why i was always away from vespers outing is partially cuz of my bf.. thats why i keep on fighting for my freedom so that i can go out with u guys..ah!!...that's why sometimes i juz prefer to stay at home and sleep and eat and eat to release my stress... so sorry guys i really don't want tis to happened but do i have any choice?
~ the miserible captain~