Tuesday, March 01, 2005
Sobz...was so upset todae...nearly walked out on the team...i controlled my self by looking into my junior faces individually;took a handphone and walked away...next thing i know,i was sobbing to nana...found mah self hard to explain e situation...wen i finally did...i approached brian for help...and i felt so so much better now...phew...
haha...kena misundersttod again...dun know for the how many time...sigh....firstly,most have wronged the guy.wen i approached him to help us, he was most willing and even said we sld train everydae.but todae,his 2 team mates is not there.naturally,as a shy guy,he wld go back there during breaks.i mean how many of us actually make him feel welcome?even me,i'll go back to where i was...and he actually told me to call him wen we need him...is there any other commited guy?
i mean...then ask me make decision if want him or not...sigh....it's not that guy's fault...we are making him do round off back hand spring and stuff and he also needs to practise it...sigh..
lucky,i saw mah junior's angelic faces. it gave me strength again.and raff returning back somehow made mah dae;)