Wednesday, March 23, 2005
1st of all,congrat 2 mayble n dawn.Then all the best 2 Ice in her further study.
Yesterday when Ice asked me 2 say something while receiving the Motivator Award from her,i do had alot of things 2 say,but i feel like crying when 1 2 start my "speech",is easier 2 type it out la!
I'm very glad that i join vesper n b 1 of those few who stay in the team till now n then...
Had been through a very difficult time in the team 4 the past few month,especially when every1 is improving tramendously except me.I'm really a slow learner,even my driving liscene is not gain through my own skills which i had learn (10s 2 that tester who help me) hee...
Was thinking 2 stop caming 4 training n don't 1 2 b in the team anymore.Feel super discourage when dawn can fly so well,mayble is so strong in basing,angeline who is shorter than me but can base me,even junior regina, yee ting n also rose who didn't attend training 4 a long time can b 1 of the main base n do better than me.I felt very very down!!
But thank God 4 such a lovely team-mates who r always there 2 support n teach me.Every1 in freez+vesper is so wonderful that make me feel so hard 2 leave the team (although most of them r always late n make me wait).
I knew that i'll definately regret if i quit,not only lose the oppotunity 2 b in national but also will lose all e good friends.
This is thruthly from my heart,if i didn't join the team n know all of u,my life in S'pore will b extraordinary boring***
Thanks every1 4 baring my noisyNess,i'll will continue 2 keep my mouth active but at the mean while will also work hard 2 b as good as others"""""
Love u all,MmuackZz~~~~
text by: Poh Poh who now had gain weight after v stop training.Hee....